Super update

Thoughts:Life... is great, i love it!!!! Finally a Junior, grades were better than expected. Summer lovin... havin me a blast. Lovessss cutsie texts, loves my family & friends. Hates being bothered when I'm sleepy, cranky when people give me rude awakenings, GAY! My Best friend's Birthday is tmrw! YAY SWEET 16 ERICA :) I litterally been in Monterey every weekend... chiiiillin like a Villian. <3

Friday: Woke up, helped the kiddies w/ their homework, got ready, went to Panda Express, drove to Benicia &met Misa up at Patrick's house, swooped JP in the city, went to in &out, went to Mountain Veiw, and ayyyyye concert! Hecka mexi's,it's all good tho, some cuties though ;) Fun, interesting night... crazy white girls w/ dental floss up their ass, all ova the place!!! Lord have mercy... it was interesting. Loved it though, Jp came w/ us &it was nice.. he barely talked though, it's all good, as long as he had a great time, right? OMG, Patrick.. hahahaha nigga had to pee hecka bad, so i was kind enough to walk him to the bathroom since Jp didn't want to.. I attempted to use the rest room, but hecka crazy mexis &black girls were cussin &yellin, hahahahhahahah omg, i couldn't pee. NO bueno.. all bad. Anyways, i was waiting 50 hours outside the boys bathroom waiting for Patrick to pee... hah jk more like... 50 seconds. I forgot my ticket so Misa &Jp came to save the day! YAY! haha I felt like a big dummy. But all in all.. i felt responcible :) CRACKIN

Saturday: Went to Monterey, gayyyy when people sigg on you for what you wear then the next time you see them they are wearing the same exact thing you were wearing the LAST time you seen them. Gay, right? Anyways, it was cute getting to know my cousins, and catching up w/ them, I enjoyed it. I missed my Auntie Krisssy, she's my fav, more like the older sister I never had, litterally. I love her.

Sunday:Woke up to Auntie Krissy dancing all over the place at 10 am, when we went to sleep at 4 am. CRAZY asss! Ate at Toasties, yum :) Then went to Uncle Jeff's place, came home, took a good asss nappy, &now texting a gayboy. bwahhaa ;] Great day.

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fuckin up..is becoming a habbit. im just fuckin up all damn day! ugh so mia right now. ha

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Grams:How've you been? I've beeen ok.. could be better. Driving around town is fun... A lil sad. I miss you &I wish I coulda had more time to spend w/ you... and I wish i coulda done more for you as a Loving Grand-daughter, I miss you Gramps... your 1 year anni is coming up. Damn.. I hella miss you. You literally are the #1 man in my life, well.. besides my Daddy of course. I'm just an emotional girl.. thinking about you brings tears to my eyes because I seen you that day you past way... and I wish I coulda' told you how much i really do love you. I hope you enjoyed that book i wrote for you... I wish I could see you one more time. Please help me... I need you more than ever. Schools sucks assssssss, I miss your loud ass voice.... see you soon, i love you.

Life:Is fun... I'm enjoying it like no other. Thank you God for everything. I truly am blessed w/ everyone I have in my life.

Friends:I couldn't ask for anyone better =]

Not to self: WAKE THE FUCK UP ALYSSA! GET TO STEPPIN! YOU GOT SHIT TO DO!

716:Damn, i'm fuckin up

tomorrow

is school.... bummer "/ I loved my spring break. Can't wait til' summmer, hay!

Major update

WEEEEELLLL, Cutsie late night hypes w/ Erica are always fun ;) More people like Erica need to be in this world... jeez. I noticed how a lot of people use the letter "I" alot. It sounds pretty selfish, now that I think of it. I don't wanna sound hella pussy status, but I feel like something is missing. I have everything in my life that I need/want except for ____________. I guess I'll just keep continuing to make a wish at 11:11,12:12,1:01 ect.. haha OH &Make a wish upon my star! =] Took a walk, thought about it, slept on it, stared at the wall for a numerous amount of hours.. and I've had so many thoughts about you keep crossing my mind. It's frrustrating.. well, i don't really know. I had my oppurtunity to have you... but No. I'm a dummy. I wasn't ready... weeeeeak. There goes my chance! Ugh, I'm just an emotional girl, I guess "/ Anyways...

Well, School... uhm, it's been great actually. I'm staying focused, i'm going to try and run for class secretary for my Junior year =] Mmmm, Feilding has been fun... Feild $tar. That's wsup. Sike, haha. OH &I FINALLY WATCHED THE MOVIE TWILIGHT, I understand the biig hype now.. it's a cutsie movie. I like it. <3

Updated*

I miss you Sifu Shanon, Ash Wednesday... you had a heart attack getting ready for Karate Practice. I miss you already. I love you, and I miss you. I'll see you in Paradise soon. Man... i can't even explain how I feel. I need to get away soon.. I miss you too Gramps.. such a hard ass year for me.

Valentine's Day

was... PERFECT. Saw Nate, said hi.. Best friend surprised me, and ended the day off w/ Eriiiica! =] It was perfect. Wuved it =]

Damn, where to begin? Booski? Turnabout? Mom's birthday? Dimitri &Jerson's birthday? Sleep over? Damn.. haha Well, Turnabout was fun, hella weak DJ though. I went w/ Jerson the Person, the bus broke down, BUT we still made it there on time. The boat looked so scary. Fun, Fun, Fun. Booski &My brother are sick, get better guys! Life has been HELLA G OH OH DEE=GOOD! I el oh vee ee it. <3

Today was coo, took a walk, an unexpected thing came up &Idk,, i honestly dk. ha I'm just chillin, doin me for a while. School is a drag. I'm laggin bruh. Softball? FUCK. I'm fuckin up, i shoulda tried out. GOLF GOLF GOLF, i hope everything w/ fall in place.

&You, damn... HAHAHHAHAHAH Idk where to begin w/ you stfu & fcb. I'm glad I'm so not apart of this. So dumb..

My Dream Boy.. oh man, i hope you come soon, right Erica? OH &YUCK, Valentine's day is near, booooo. I hate Valentine's day. Sucks ass.. I need to go to Church. I like going.. I feel like a better person once I leave. SUMMMMER, BABY WHERE YOU AT? I wuv wuv wuvvvvv my family. I want a cuuuute Relationship..

Weekend of the 31st

by far the second Best weekend of 09. Chilled w/ my favvvey Auntie, My Driver's ED of completion certificate came in the mail, chillin w/ Erwica. Saw dark boy [Darell] walking, dancing, siggs, cheaters, movies, cookies, Block Busters, Tawco Bell, Carl's Jr, nightly talks, cutsie texts <3 mannn. i loved it.

Friday, JEAL + K [Kristen] DAY! So fun, like.. 3 days in a row? We should make it a weekly typa'deal. Feb 6th is coming up, YAY! Dimitri's birthday.. what shall I do? THEN Feb 7th, turn'about day &Jerson, Sabrina, Sean-Tyler's Birthday.. ommmmg. Feb is crackin. hahah

hella mad

grow the fuck up already niggas. shit, it's high school sweetie, so calm down.

L-O-V-E YOU FOR YOU

Damn, I just hella love my life. yea, yea.. shit gets hard, but I can't complain. JEAL DAY TOMORROW PLUS Emma &Kristen; the cutest BestFriends evrrr. ;] Wtf, what do i wear/do my hair? Pretty mama[s] if you're single! HAAAAY. jk jk I'm hella content w/ everything going on so far..

ON LLEH OH

ON LLEH OH=OH HELL NO. What the helllll issss this? So, I'm guessing someone said I dated like 12 guys? HAHAHHAH DAMN. I must me big pimpin then, SIKE. Nahh not even, Whaaaat is this? Damn girl* Please, grow up and stop making stuff up about me =) I already know who it is, a little birdy told me =)

Well.. this week was good so far, Monday. Martin Luther King day-First Warrior game ever w/ Cessy &BabyCakes &homies <3 Best weekend of the year! Hella fun, though. Then I saw baby Dylan doin his thang at half-time. Tuesday was good, Booski swooped me, Jacky, Lani, and Erwica up from school, YESSSS WE DIDN'T HAVE TO RIDE THE CRAZY ASS BUS!!! Wednesday, early release day =] Uhm yeah so this boy called me.. and hahahahahahah omfg. He hella interveiwed me and put me on the spot. Damn, It's whatevs. I just told him wsupppp, cuz if I want him to trust me, I gotta be honest w/ him, Yea? I know. ;] TODAY, deeeeyum, it went by hella slow. Came home, my brother got great news. He tried on his Team Proper suit, pretttty dope lil bro! Wuuuuv you brotha'. Hella tests tomorrow, study hard.. then PARTY FUCKIN HARDY ON SATURDAY! I'm hellllalalalalalaa in the party mood, JEAL? Huh? What? Yeeeeayuh. "Get low guys" Oh shit. hhahahahaha DAHHHHH! [inside joke] $50 for the party bus, yee. I got that outta the way. haha Dude, Darell. Wtf. Come home already, you dark ass nigga, I missss you. I miss you making fun of how dark I am. Oh &dude.. wtf is up w/ people thinking I'm Mexican, Jap, Chinese, Lation, White, Black.. and NOW Egyption? hahaahah ooomg guys, I'm Guamanian. Jeeez. Calm down. Busy, Busy girl. New year* time to do... ME =]

Great Day

Yesterday I was suppose to get my hair done, BUT Alex was sick and couldn't do it. So I decided to do it myself. It turned out nice, but darker than it was before :( HELLA GAY, you can barely tell I did anything to it though. Mommy dearest got mad i fucked w/ my hair. But it's ok.. she wasn't that mad. I tried on colored contacts and they look nice =] It takes me a whole effin hour to put ONE eye on. omg, i don't have patience for that shit. Anyways, TODAY.. it was great. Woke up, Uncle Moe saw me wearing my mask.. and ugh. No bueno, took a shower, got ready.. and headed to the first BASAKA tourny of the year, a hella small turn out. I kicked it w/ Danie, and texted his gf about my hair. She's hella nice dude, like freal. I'm not even fronting. WTF is up w/ this world? Hella fake, rude, inconsiderate bitches these days... like damn. Anyways, stayed there for 4 hours, went to the Driving Range, I did HELLA MUCH better than the last time I went. Like.. foreally real. It was great, I feel hella accomplished. It's gonna take hella practice and I understand. After we went to the BAYYYYNK. Got some $$, and went to my daddy's friend's house in Hidden Brook, wtf he had a THEATER in his living room, and like.. 4 imac computers, one for each kid and one for themselves. like.. wtf, and he had his own Karate Dojo for his backyard. wtf? HELLLA RICH. haha I came home, cleaned because I mad mommy mad =[ bad, bad, bad alyssa =[ After that, I called homegirl Erica &she came over, we watched Elf, Child's Play 2-Chuckie movie, The Diary of Anne Frank, and The Notebook. We had cute prank calls.. haha faggots. We had cute talks.. like always. Man, she's a great girl. No homo. I left Darell a voice mail because I missed him and he's in D.C. I MISS YOU DARK ASS NIGGA. haha jk :) Oooo I showed Erica my dress. I ate hella pizza. Omg, Booski called, hahahah he's such a fool. I talked to my Lil-Big Best Friend Jaron. I miss that lil cutie. SNOW TRIP IS COMING SOON <3 Oh yeah, Justin texted me hella out the cuts. Like oh em gee. Anyways, Movies like The Notebook hella make me want to be patient about finding the right Boy, I want a cutsie relationship, someone who'll lay w/ me in the middle of the streets, get along w/ my family, have cute convos, one day arguments, cuddle, ect. It's whatevs though. NEW YEAR, time to do me. HAAAY! =] I love my life, I love my family, I love my friends... I am hella thankful &blessed.

Late

I woke up hella LATE today for school, I'm hella lucky I made the bus. I woke up at 6:35 and I have to LEAVE my house at 6:40. Wtf, right? "G.S LYSS" Hella good, chill, wonderful day today. The new* girl Elaine is hella dope. She's hella chill, I like it. Turnabout is sooooon, YAY! =] Thanks Cousin Ness for helping me out. Limo, imo, wimo, what's the deal w/ it? Hurry the the fuck up and make-up yours minds and tell Lani already jeeez. My cooked my favy fooooood, I love Spaghetti <3

Hella insecure

I cried because I was ugly yesterday; Freddy Cougar. Thanks to those girls who kept calling me. Whatevs, fuck you guys anyways. It's not like you make a difference in my life, so.. suck on that. HA! So.. I've been hella emotional and insecure recently. I don't know why. It's whatevs, like I said before.. it's time to do me*. SO please, don't fuck it up, I don't fuck w/ you, so just be nice and return the favor by staying the hell out my way. I'm hella excited to hang out and do something a lil crazy, dye my hair, sorta light weight find cute hair styles for turnabout. Thanks cousin Ness! :) I'm not laggin in school so far, Today was a great day, I slept all 6th period because all we did was watch a movie, i woke up hella rejuvenated. Mr. Riche is one of my fav teachers besides Mr. Rosales at school. Like.. foreally real. I NEED TO FIND A DIFF DRESS. LIKE ASAP. HAHA I gotta go back to school for the PSAT score things soon. I need to start wearing less make-up [eye liner]. like freal. Anyways.. I miss you Booski

First week of School went by helllalalala quick. Hella fun though, met two new girls, Elaine seems hella cool/chill, HAAAY GIRL, I 'LL SEE YA TONIGHT :) Yesterday, I found a cutesie tealish dress for Turnabout, I might return it &get a diff one because I hella have a feeling someone has it. Anyways, I got MAC'd up w/ Lani &Jacky, But NOOOO Erwica, I miss her. I miss shopping w/ her, no homo. But I still had fun, A guy at the MAC store hella pissed off Lani, because he was hella being a dick to her about doing her make-up.. but wtf? No shit he's gonna have to do make-up, he WORKS there, the eff? Dude.. like f'real man, c'mon. Anyways, we went to surf city &we all ordered a Strawberry Banana smoothie, it was hella good, i chugged that shit down in like 3 minutes. Sorry I drank it all &you barely got a sip mom "/ I got my lip Semi-pierced. HAHAHHAHAHA if y'all know what I mean ;] Oh hey! I've been finally talking to my nigga Darweezy though, it's nice, I missed his hugs that make me feel hella small. Oh yea? Junior texted me saying "since you're going w/ jerson does that mean your ONLY gonna dance with him?" wtf is that suppose to mean? hahaha then he goes "if you do want to dance with someone.. mhm uhm YEAH." hahah uhmmm.. OK Junior. We'll see? Turnabout is on Jerson's birthday, YAY! I should do something nice for him, I already have something in mind =] I'm nice, huh? Today I'm going to go to a party.. mmmmmmm PARTY :) I luhh me some parties. SINGLE IS THE WAY TO GO! Aw thanks for calling me yesterday Booski.

Laggin

Yesterday: I went to the driving range w/ my daddy, broski, and sissy. It was hella fun. Golfing is by far the hardest sport I have ever done, literally. It's cool though.. I like it. Challenge is good, Putting.. FUCK that shit is hard!! It looks so simple, and easy.. but nah, Wrongo. Well, I came home and did some chores, which didn't last long. I did Chapter 2 of drivers Ed, and I got 10/10 on my quiz. Damn.. I might be a great driver! ;] 12 am-ish Booski called me, and he was trying to teach me how to make pancakes over the phone. That didn't work out well.. haha They tasted disgusting, bitter, and hard. :( He said my sister and I sound exactly the same on the phone. Whaaaaat? Not even, everyone says that. But she has a high pitched voice, that never ends. "Kiss me through the phone"-Soulja Boy, I like that song ♥

Today: Drivers Ed, completed Chapter 3, now I'm on Chapter 4. I'm almost done.. Lifes looking good. Loving 2009 so far.. Man, lifes good. Can't get no betta'.

New Year

Went to Fairfield for a block party, saw faces I haven't seen in a while.. it was fun. Hella tired though. Congrats lil B, i wuvvvv you brother =]

New Year, No fuckin around.. Golf here I come. My time to do me! =]

Update*

My brother is #1 and is unstoppable, I love my brother, my family, my friends, I'm truly blessed. Christmas was great.. I can't remember the last time I updated this. I've been having a busy weeek. Pray for my brother please/support him. Thank you for my gift Jerson; it was nice/Sweet. Thanks for helping me clean Jerson's house Kayla! &THANK YOU for my gift Dimitri, it's cute =] I like it.. no lie. haha Ugh New Years is coming up and school is about to start, weeeeeak :( I like break... my days get better each day.

:)

Christmas Eve guyssssss!!!!!!