Super update

Thoughts:Life... is great, i love it!!!! Finally a Junior, grades were better than expected. Summer lovin... havin me a blast. Lovessss cutsie texts, loves my family & friends. Hates being bothered when I'm sleepy, cranky when people give me rude awakenings, GAY! My Best friend's Birthday is tmrw! YAY SWEET 16 ERICA :) I litterally been in Monterey every weekend... chiiiillin like a Villian. <3

Friday: Woke up, helped the kiddies w/ their homework, got ready, went to Panda Express, drove to Benicia &met Misa up at Patrick's house, swooped JP in the city, went to in &out, went to Mountain Veiw, and ayyyyye concert! Hecka mexi's,it's all good tho, some cuties though ;) Fun, interesting night... crazy white girls w/ dental floss up their ass, all ova the place!!! Lord have mercy... it was interesting. Loved it though, Jp came w/ us &it was nice.. he barely talked though, it's all good, as long as he had a great time, right? OMG, Patrick.. hahahaha nigga had to pee hecka bad, so i was kind enough to walk him to the bathroom since Jp didn't want to.. I attempted to use the rest room, but hecka crazy mexis &black girls were cussin &yellin, hahahahhahahah omg, i couldn't pee. NO bueno.. all bad. Anyways, i was waiting 50 hours outside the boys bathroom waiting for Patrick to pee... hah jk more like... 50 seconds. I forgot my ticket so Misa &Jp came to save the day! YAY! haha I felt like a big dummy. But all in all.. i felt responcible :) CRACKIN

Saturday: Went to Monterey, gayyyy when people sigg on you for what you wear then the next time you see them they are wearing the same exact thing you were wearing the LAST time you seen them. Gay, right? Anyways, it was cute getting to know my cousins, and catching up w/ them, I enjoyed it. I missed my Auntie Krisssy, she's my fav, more like the older sister I never had, litterally. I love her.

Sunday:Woke up to Auntie Krissy dancing all over the place at 10 am, when we went to sleep at 4 am. CRAZY asss! Ate at Toasties, yum :) Then went to Uncle Jeff's place, came home, took a good asss nappy, &now texting a gayboy. bwahhaa ;] Great day.

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fuckin up..is becoming a habbit. im just fuckin up all damn day! ugh so mia right now. ha

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Grams:How've you been? I've beeen ok.. could be better. Driving around town is fun... A lil sad. I miss you &I wish I coulda had more time to spend w/ you... and I wish i coulda done more for you as a Loving Grand-daughter, I miss you Gramps... your 1 year anni is coming up. Damn.. I hella miss you. You literally are the #1 man in my life, well.. besides my Daddy of course. I'm just an emotional girl.. thinking about you brings tears to my eyes because I seen you that day you past way... and I wish I coulda' told you how much i really do love you. I hope you enjoyed that book i wrote for you... I wish I could see you one more time. Please help me... I need you more than ever. Schools sucks assssssss, I miss your loud ass voice.... see you soon, i love you.

Life:Is fun... I'm enjoying it like no other. Thank you God for everything. I truly am blessed w/ everyone I have in my life.

Friends:I couldn't ask for anyone better =]

Not to self: WAKE THE FUCK UP ALYSSA! GET TO STEPPIN! YOU GOT SHIT TO DO!

716:Damn, i'm fuckin up

tomorrow

is school.... bummer "/ I loved my spring break. Can't wait til' summmer, hay!

Major update

WEEEEELLLL, Cutsie late night hypes w/ Erica are always fun ;) More people like Erica need to be in this world... jeez. I noticed how a lot of people use the letter "I" alot. It sounds pretty selfish, now that I think of it. I don't wanna sound hella pussy status, but I feel like something is missing. I have everything in my life that I need/want except for ____________. I guess I'll just keep continuing to make a wish at 11:11,12:12,1:01 ect.. haha OH &Make a wish upon my star! =] Took a walk, thought about it, slept on it, stared at the wall for a numerous amount of hours.. and I've had so many thoughts about you keep crossing my mind. It's frrustrating.. well, i don't really know. I had my oppurtunity to have you... but No. I'm a dummy. I wasn't ready... weeeeeak. There goes my chance! Ugh, I'm just an emotional girl, I guess "/ Anyways...

Well, School... uhm, it's been great actually. I'm staying focused, i'm going to try and run for class secretary for my Junior year =] Mmmm, Feilding has been fun... Feild $tar. That's wsup. Sike, haha. OH &I FINALLY WATCHED THE MOVIE TWILIGHT, I understand the biig hype now.. it's a cutsie movie. I like it. <3

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I miss you Sifu Shanon, Ash Wednesday... you had a heart attack getting ready for Karate Practice. I miss you already. I love you, and I miss you. I'll see you in Paradise soon. Man... i can't even explain how I feel. I need to get away soon.. I miss you too Gramps.. such a hard ass year for me.

Valentine's Day

was... PERFECT. Saw Nate, said hi.. Best friend surprised me, and ended the day off w/ Eriiiica! =] It was perfect. Wuved it =]